Life Cycle

When I was alone tonite (no one to talk to), I started to think about my life. Everyday, I've been thru a life routine. Wake up in the morning, send my baby to nursery, go to work, go home, do housework, sleep. And I repeat it again and again and again......

I think I really do need something different, rare, unusual, out of the life routine box. But I dont know what should I do to achieve this, of course without neglecting my family and my responsibilities. Hurmm....

When I look at my face in the mirror, I still cant believe that I am now 28 years old, have my own family, a mom to a child, a wifey to a hubby..... I still can remember those days when I was in primary school, as well as when I was in secondary school. Not forgetting campus life too... and I miss my old friends,especially those that I havent met since leaving school/campus life....

Happy 2nd Anniversary

Today 6th of July 2009 is our 2nd anniversary.. Not yet celebrated it since Akmal is having a quite bad fever right now...

Weight Gain vs Weight Loss

Before pregnant = 55 Kg
A day before deliver = 75 Kg
Total weight gain = 20 Kg

One week after deliver = 68 Kg
Two months after deliver = 65 Kg
4 months after deliver = 60 Kg
Current - after 9 months deliver = 58 Kg
Total weight loss (so far) = 17 Kg

Another 3 Kg to loose to get original weight 55 Kg
Another 8 Kg to loose to get 50 Kg

Dedicated To You

This entry is specially dedicated to my dearest hubby. No, there is no special occasion, anniversary nor birthday. I have not done this for quite some times (since we're married I think, if I remember it correctly). So here you go....

I would like to dedicate my "love" and my "life" to you.

I am very grateful to have you as my husband.

I love you so much and may our marriage last forever till death do us part.

I would like to seek your forgiveness for any wrongs that I have done.

I'm yours.......
... .. .. .... ..... ...

Mother's Day Award

Award hari ibu nih dari Sha. Hehe aku gurau aje dlm comment kat blog ko tuh. Tp takpe. Aku amik gak award nih. FYI, ko tak tengok lagi time aku jadi mama yang "messy".... ;)

Lepak Palace of the Golden Horses

Masa weekend hari buruh haritu, rasa bosan lak dok umah. Nak pegi holiday jauh2, last minit ni sure ramai orang. So last2 pegi lepak Palace of the Golden Horses. The best hotel room I have ever visited/stayed so far!

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lonely

this week aku "bujang" start hari rabu haritu sampai next week. sebab?

Asben - skang berada kat the other side of the world, jauh beribu batu. tp hanya jauh di mata, tetap dekat di hati

Akmal - Akmal plak since asben tak ade, PIL jaga sbb aku sorang, takut tak terjaga. tp dok teringat-ingat lak kat akmal...


Aku plak skang ni kat umah. baru aje sampai umah dekat kul 8 malam tadi dari office. tgh kemas2 umah sket ni. jap lg nak gi balik cheras, tido kat umah mak plak....

Aishah's Wedding 01 03 09

Selamat Pengantin Baru Aishah & Man

Tag/Award

Dapat tag/award yg sama dari Sha dan LilyNasim. Lily bagi dah lama , Sha baru bagi. So buat sekali jalan ajelah. Peraturannya:

1. Copy badge "2008 Cute's 3logger Award" ini untuk diletakkan di blog anda.

2. Link/ceritakan kembali siapa yg memberi award ini kepad anda.
Sha - Kenal masa sekolah menengah form 4. Masa tu kitorang sama2 baru masuk asrama. Sha ni orangnya sangat lah banyak cakap dari mula2 kenal dulu sampai la sekarang. Tak penat agaknye mulut dia hehehe.
Lily - Kenal masa study kat UTM, JB. Kitorang sama course dan sama kolej masa first year. Lily ni cek mek Kelantan. Comey orangnye.

3. Setiap blogger mesti menyatakan 10 fakta/hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih penerima award seterusnye.
1) Dari kecik suka tengok langit waktu malam. Suka tengok bintang dan bayangkan ape yg ada kat sane.
2) Disebabkan hobi kat atas tu, dulu penah bercita cita nak jadik ahli astronomi (kaji bintang hehe)
3) Walaupon aku ni agak tinggi bila di kalangan kawan2, tp dlm adik beradik, aku paling pendek
4) Minat tengok keta yang sporty. Kalau cukup duit nak angkat Honda Civic satu! Haha..macam banyak duit
5) Tak berapa suka pakai kasut tinggi. Cepat sakit kaki.
6) Sejak kawen ni, suka sangat mendobi. Hari-hari ada aje kain yang nak dibasuh.
7) Suka mengemas rumah tapi ikut mood.
8) Masa zaman sekolah, suka main hoki.
9) Aku ni rabun, ramai tak tau sbb aku pakai contact lense.
10) Pantang kalau orang usik/guna barang aku pastu tak reti letak balik macam mana aku tinggal. Ni memang pantang betul. Nak guna takpe, tp letak balik macam asal.

4. Anda perlu memilih penerima award seterusnya dan menyatakan nama mereka di blog anda.
Taknak tag org lainlah sebab aku rasa award yg aku dpt nih ramai yg dah dpt. aku ni yg baru nak buat

5. Jangan lupa melawat blog kawan anda dan meninggalkan komen yang menyatakn mereka telah ditag.
Err tak buat jugak lah yg ni

Anyway thanks to Sha and Lily coz sudi and ingat nak tag aku. Rajin2lah mengetag lagik ye. Akan kujawab tp cepat atau lambat ajer.

Theraphy a.k.a Shopping

I felt a bit bored today. So I decided to leave office early (not so early actually 5.45pm). Drove towards Seri Kembangan and headed to Jusco. Arrived at Jusco at 6pm and I had half an hour to browse around before leaving the Jusco to fetch my baby at nursery. At first I just wanted to buy some foods but ended up bought 2 pairs of shoes/sandals ;). The first sandal is a high heel sandal and another one is a flat sandal. It felt so good when bringing the 2 plastic bags containing the sandals that I bought. This is the best therapy for me and am sure the best theraphy to all ladies as well.

3rd January: Happy 28th Birthday to Me!

Yup, today is my 28th birthday. So, happy birthday to me. Every year since kid, while other people are still in a new year celebration mood, I have another special day to celebrate. There was no cake for me today. We (me, husband and Akmal) just went out to shopping mall to buy some stuffs and we had our lunch at Delifrance. That's all. But... my husband had bought a LAPTOP as my birthday gift. Thanks dear! It is not an expensive one but should be enough for me for my personal use at home.

Free and Easy Entry

I just finished doing all my home works for tonite; now at midnite I dont yet feel sleepy. My hubby and my baby had fallen asleep already. Thus, to fill my free time, I have uploaded these pictures. No particular occasion. Just free and easy pictures... of course the pics of my baby...wink

Akmal Rayyan: First Day in Nursery

Harini adalah first day Akmal kat nursery. Suppose Akmal stay dengan nenek kat Cheras sampai ujung bulan Dec. But since my father is not feeling well, so my mom takleh focus kat Akmal. Terpaksalah Akmal dihantar ke nursery lebih awal. Survey nursery pon last minute. Call 1-2 nursery jer, then terus je antar pagi tadi. Nama nursery tu Taska Indah Permai. Dekat area rumah aje. Senang dekat. Tak sampai 5 minit dah sampai. Hopefully okay lah nursery tu. Tadi pagi masa nak tinggal Akmal, sedey ajer muka dia. Dah tau nak kene tinggal lah tu. Just now call nursery, budak pengasuh tu kata Akmal dah tido dah pon. Cuma masa nak tido je susah sket. Harap2 esok lusa biasalah kut dia kat nursery tu...

Vacation: End Year Closing

Finally, managed to find some times to update my blog which is rarely updated. Last week, since Selangor had public holiday on Thursday, I applied another day leave on Friday so I got 4 days leave staright. The reason being was that me and husband had planned for a vacation. Actually, we had planned this since before I was pregnant but due to my bad morning sickness in early pregnancy, then we had to postpone the vacation.

We had chosen to stay in Equatorial Hotel and booked for 3 days 2 nights. The hotel quite nice. However, we were not able to go to all interesting places because of Rayyan started to cry. Maybe he was too exhausted. Pity him, so we just went back to hotel so he got enough rest and sleep. Here are some of the pics taken during our vacation.

Masuk Newspaper

Haritu tengah dok kemas-kemas meja kat umah, terjumpa satu keratan newspaper. Tak ingat dah tahun bila. Kalau tak salah tahun 2001 atau 2002 kut. Gambar aku dan kengkawan masuk dalam NST bahangian event. Actually, gambar ni diambik masa kitorang attend dinner alumni sekolah kat PWTC.


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Kelahiran Muhammad Akmal Rayyan

Aku dijangka melahirkan pada 11 September 2008. Walau bagaimanapun, pada pagi 5 September 2008 iaitu bersamaan hari Jumaat, perut aku terasa sakit. So, aku pun bangun macam biasa dan mandi. Husband pon tengah bersiap-siap nak ke tempat kerja. Selepas mandi, aku nampak ada setompok darah pada seluar. Aku pun apa lagi, siap-siap nak ke hospital. Sampai hospital, aku dimasukkan ke labor room. Dok dalam setengah jam, then doktor sampai. Masa tu contraction pon lemah dan baru bukak 1cm. So doctor suruh masuk wad dulu.

Dalam wad, mula-mula sakitnye still tak kuat. Tapi start pukul 11 pagi, contraction makin kuat. Sehinggalah pukul 2 petang, aku mengalami contraction yang sangat kuat. Nurse datang. Bila tengok keadaan aku tu, dia terus inform doctor and aku kena masuk labor room balik. Masa ni, aku memang dah tak sedar sangat dah sebab sakit sangat. Doctor check lagi, bukaan baru 5cm tapi contraction nye kuat sangat. Doctor pecahkan air ketuban. Air ketuban pon dah bertukar kaler. Tak lama lepas tu, aku antara dengar tak dengar, doctor cakap, "Izan, kena operation lah. Baby dah lemas." Aku tak kata apa. Ikut ajelah. Lagipon husband ada kat situ. Biar dialah decide.

Lepas tu, aku pon dibawa ke operation room. Kat sana, macam-macam lah diorang buat termasuklah bius. Aku pon taktau lagi apa yang diorang buat. Tapi yang pastinye, semuanya tak rasa sakit sebab rasa contraction tu mengatasi sakit-sakit yang lain.

Tak lama lepas tu, tepat pada pukul 3.10 petang 5 September 2008 bersamaan 5 Ramadhan 1429 aku pon dengar tangisan pertama baby aku.... and doctor pon cakap, "This is your baby. Kiss your baby". Aku pon dalam keadaan lemah terus cium pipi baby Rayyan.. Then aku terus terlelap keletihan.

Salam Aidilfitri 2008

Rasanya tak terlambat lagi nak ucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Maaf Zahir & Batin....

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