Sensitif

Biasanya sifat sensitif ni dikaitkan dengan perempuan walaupun sebenarnye lelaki pun ada jugak yang sensitif. Ni mungkin disebabkan perempuan mempunyai hati yg lebih lembut. So, bila dalam berkawan biasanya perempuan akan lebih menjaga dari segi percakapannye sebab kalau bleh taknak buatkan kawan2 nye terasa hati. Lelaki lain halnye. Lelaki memang tak ambik kisah sangat hal2 kecik dengan kawan2 diorang. Tapi perempuan, kalau silap cakap memang kecik hati si kawan ni. Kalau nak menegur sesuatu baik ke jahat ke, cantik ke tak cantik ke, lawa ke tak lawa ke, kena pikir banyak kali. Kang silap cakap kecik hati si kawan tu. Yela kita kena respect gak perasaan dia. Kut2 la kalau kita komen dia, rupa-rupanya dia takleh terima. So baik elakkan dari beri komen negatif kat kawan kita. Kalau cantik kita puji, tak cantik kita senyap kan aje.

Attendance

Mulai harini, kat opis ni HR wajibkan semula staf datang dan key in Staff Tracking System. Actually benda ni mcm ganti punch card la sebab kat opis ni tak guna punch kad. Ni sebabnya big bos dah bising. Biasala company IT masa masuk dan keluar memang flexible sket tapi dah disalahgunakan oleh staf. So bila bos round last week, ramai yang tak datang lagi. Tu yang dikuatkuasakan balik key in dalam system walaupun sebenanya benda nih memang patut kena isi. Hmm best gak tadi kul 830 pagi dah penuh opis. Selalunye bape kerat je yang ada. Kesimpulannya, bukannya tak boleh nak datang awal. Bila dah kena sound semua pun boleh datang pagi. Bak kata pepatah nak seribu daya, taknak seribu dalih.

Buat Aku Tersenyum

Datanglah sayang dan biarkan aku berbaring
Di pelukanmu,walaupun 'tuk sejenak
Usaplah dahiku dan kan kukatakan semua

Bilaku lelah tetaplah di sini
Jangan tinggalkan aku sendiri
Bilaku marah biarkan ku bersandar
Jangan kau pergi untuk menghindar

Rasakan resahku dan buat aku tersenyum
Dengan canda tawamu,walaupun tuk sekejap
Kerna hanya engkaulah yang sangggup redakan aku

Kerna engkaulah satu-satunya untukku
Dan pastikan kita selalu bersama
Kerna dirimulah yang sanggup mengerti aku
Dalam susah maupun senang

Dapatkah engkau selalu menjagaku
Dan mampukah engkau mempertahankanku ...

Takde Mood

Ntah kenapa, harini especially malam ni rasa takde mood sangat. Rasa down sangat. Taktau camne nak pujuk diri sendiri supaya ceria sket. Luar memang nampak ok, tapi kat dalam semendung langit petang tadi. Serba serbi tak kena. Buat tu salah, buat ni tak ok. Hmm ntahler. Apa la yang menyebabkan jadik camni pun tatau. Tadi ada terpikirkan pasal masa depan. Masa depan pun masih blur. Still tak dapat nak bayang apa akan jadik dalam masa 5 atau 10 tahun akan datang. Macam mana perjalanan hidup aku nanti terutama family, kerjaya, kawan kawan dan macam macam lagi lah. Nak kata skang ni hidup teruk sangat takdela. Tapi still terasa macam missing sesuatu. Apa agaknye yang aku masih carik dalam hidup aku skang ni? Aku pun takde jawapannye. Tapi hati ni rasa tak sedap sangat skang ni. Terasa macam ada sesuatu yang dok menerawang dalam kepala ni tapi tatau apa. Selagi benda tu tak lepas, rasa macam tak release jer. Dan selagi tu lah dok rasa tak best jer

Gubra

Last weekend berkesempatan lah gi tengok citer Gubra. Actually tak plan pun nak tengok citer ni. Sebenarnya nak tengok citer V For Vendetta. Tapi showtime dah tak banyak dan almost full. So backup plan, tengok la citer Gubra. Masa sampai kat kaunter tu, kul 2.30 pm. Beli showtime kul 2.30 gak. Dapat la seat belakang belakang maybe sebab diorang dah release yang reserved punya tiket.

Dulu penah la tengok citer Sepet. Tapi tengok dalam tv aje masa raya. Tapi Sepet tu bleh tahan citer dia. Lain sket daripada citer yang selalu selalu. So masa tengok Gubra ni, expect citer dia camtu jugak ler. Tapi bila dah tengok cam tak bape best lak.

Ending citer ni tergantung. Most of audience yang dalam wayang tu macam terpinga pinga bila tetiba lampu wayang on dan pekerja tu bukak pintu untuk keluar. Ramai yang tatau yang citer sebenanya dah abis. Aku pun camtu gak. 'Larr dah abis ke? Camtu je ending dia?' Tula perkataan yang muncul dari mulut aku. So kat bawah ni are my comments terhadap citer Gubra ni:

1.Ending yang aku tak paham

2.Ada two separate citer yang aku sangkakan akan ada hubungkait di akhir cerita (tapi jangkaan meleset)

3.Ada beberapa adegan yang agak 'over' dan tak relevan sket. Contoh macam Orked(Amani) cium husband dia (Adlin). Kalau citer lain, mesti dah kecoh isu ni macam. Tapi tatau la plak kalau skang ni dah bleh. Then satu lagi, ada seorang 'orang gila' yang tak pakai seluar. Ni dah kira adegan berani hehehe.

Tu je la pandangan peribadi pasal citer Gubra ni. Bagi aku, biasa je la. Maybe 3 bintang jer

We Belong Together (Mariah Carey)

I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you, so
I should have held on tight
I never shoulda let you go
I didn't know nothingI was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
Cause I didn't know you
Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt

The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, cause baby(We belong together)

[chorus]
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together

Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together

I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Saying to me
"If you think you're lonely now
"Wait a minute
This is too deep (too deep)
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
I only think of you
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart

I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things, crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
It ain't even half of whatI
'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life, baby

Tinted Keta

Hehe last weekend tido umah kakak dekat Putrajaya sebab teman dia since my bro in law went for outstation. Dok melayan anak-anak sedara tu, fuh pening pale. Hehe tapi okla bukan selalu jumpa diorang pun. Macam-macam ragam. Yang kecik pun dah pandai dengki ngan abangnye. Main tarik telinga tarik rambut hahaha. Pastu nangis sambil menunjukkan vokal yang mantap hehe.

Then, on Saturday afternoon tu, kuar dengan tujuan nak gi tinted keta. Pastu carik carik kedai, jumpa satu kedai ada buat promotion. So tanya-tanya harga semua, so decide pilih color gold sebab kata tauke tuh sesuai ngan kaler kuning. So aku pun okla jela sebabnye harga gold tu pun ok. Kalau yg silver dia mahal sket. Lebih kurang 3 jam jugak la diorang dok kerja kan keta aku tu. Memula tu nak tinted 4 pintu jer tp since orang yg nak banje tu nak banje full car, so aku accept jer la. Semuanya RM280. Hmm quite murah. Sebab ada gak tinted cecah RM400-RM500. Hopefully ok gak ler hasilnya dan yg penting sejukkkkkkk. Thank you dear sebab banjer tinted yer... Next time leh la banjer agii heeee

Tagged by K Lily

Kena tagged by K Lily. So now nak jawab lah.

A. 8 Different Points of a Perfect Lover

1.Tall (Of course lah becoz I'm tall hehe)
2.Educated
3.Intelligent
4.Responsible
5.Caring
6.Honest
7.Leadership (ciri-ciri pemimpin keluarga)
8.Romantic (ciri ni memang pompuan nak punyer....)

B. Sex of Target
Hmm actually taktau la apa nak tulis untuk part nih. Sorry la yer K Lily hehehhe.

Tak Sihat

Harini tak berapa sihat. Macam nak demam. Maybe jugak nak kena demam selsema. Tekak terasa perit yang amat. Kepala rasa berat dan pening aje. Dok kat office ni pon rasa sejuk jer. Siap bawak sweater lagi. Selama ni tak pernah rasa sejuk pun kat office ni. Panas ada la. Ingat dah tak bleh datang keje pagi tadi. Kena ambik MC. Tapi nampaknya still bleh lagi berjalan dan larat lagi datang keje. So aku pon datang la ke opis tapi lewat sket dari biasa. Takpe sebab aku dah hari-hari datang awal. Sekali sekala datang lambat apa salahnye.

Sick and Tired

Sometimes I'm sick and tired dengan kerenah manusia. Dari pengalaman-pengalaman aku sendiri yang seciput and together with orang lain punya experience, aku dapat mengenali macam-macam jenis perangai manusia. Tapi kadang-kadang aku busan dengan perangai certain-certain orang. For example, ada setengah individu ni. dia terasa dia macam Profesor Serba Tau. Apa yang kita tengah bincang atau cakap atau cerita, dia pun tau. And sometimes, siap nak tegakkan benang yang basah. Aku bila berdepan orang yang macam ni aku lebih suka benti dan senyap aje sebab kita takkan menang punya la. Dah banyak jugak aku jumpa orang camni. Terasa macam kita ni teruk sangat atau buduh sangat sebab apa yang kita cakap ada aje yang nak dibetulkan. Macam lah dia tu sentiasa betul jer. Cakap pasal masak, dialah yang pandai. Cakap pasal kereta, dialah yang tau pasal keta. Cakap pasal family, dialah yang tau pasal hal-hal kekeluargaan. Cakap pasal entertainment, dia jugaklah yang juara. Hmm entahlah. Maybe semua orang nak tunjuk "kecerdikkan" atau "kebijaksanaan"masing-masing. Tapi tulah kerenah manusia atas dunia ni.

Isnin 13 February 2006

Dah lama tak update blog. Takde mood dan taktau nak tulis apa. Actually I'm not a good writer. Masa zaman sekolah dulu pun, kalau kena buat karangan cerita rekaan, aku memang takkan pilih sebab aku takde imaginasi yg tinggi. Aku prefer karangan fakta seperti kebaikan kekurangan atau yang seangkatan dengannye. Skang ni plak orang tulis blog, aku pun kononnye nak ada blog sendiri tapi malas nak tulis. So ni lah yang terhasil. Apa yang aku dok merapu kat blog aku selama ni aku pun tatau. Harini 13 Feb 2006. Esok 14 February 2006. Bagi yang selalu sambut Valentine Day, harini mesti dok tengah sibuk2 pikir the best gift or the best restaurant for a candle light dinner tomorrow's nite. For me, aku memang tak penah sambut. Takde pekdahnye. First sekali sebab bukan budaya kita sbenanya. Then, buat habiskan duit jer. Banyak lagi hari lain yang boleh meraikan relationship. Setahun ada 365 hari, kenapa 14 Feb jugak yg dipilih. Hari lain kan ada. Contohnya hari jadi atau hari anniversary or etc. Tapi terpulanglah pada diri masing-masing.

Training@Kelana Jaya

Tomorrow I'll be having a training at Kelana Jaya. Start from 9 am till 5 pm for 2 days. It is HR applications training which used Microsoft .Net technology. Hmm... It has been long time ago since my last "class". Hopefully I will give my 100% concerntration on this course.

American Idol or American Idiot?

To be all alone at home for about three weeks make TV my current best friend. My parents still in Mekah. So I will be alone for another three weeks before they come home. Last evening, after coming back from work, I turned on TV and choose Channel 70 (Star World channel). American Idol show was on air. Yesterday show was the premiere American Idol show for this season. So I just layan the show. To see peoples who wants to have audition made me thinking, diorang ni sedar ke tak yang diorang takde bakat langsung? And they rather to be American Idiot on that show that is supposed to be American Idol.

Some of them have a great passion and high confidence level. That's good and should apply to many of us during interview (including me hehe). However, when they start to open their mouth, huh it was scary to see and hear. One of the contestant that I saw was a girl that her make up look like ala ala Paris Hilton. Her make up was commented by Simon. Make up dia pekat giler and she only 16! And her singing was bad too. She cannot sing at all but just screaming. I think she just fool herself there. If you can see the judges faces, I know that the live show in front of them was worst than what I saw in TV. And there was another person (man contestant) was cannot sing but he jump, and jump, and jump throughout his audition. That was very nonsense audition but guess what, he get his self thru to next round and he is going to Hollywood. Hahaha Simon was totally disagree but Randy and Paula had made their decision. Instead of that, there were still people that can really sing in that audiotion. They deserve to go to next round. I'm looking forward to see next audition show becoz the best part in American Idol is audition show rather than the real competition show.

Pirates of Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest (2006)

Starring: Johnny Depp, Orlando Bloom, Keira Knightley, Stellan Skarsgard

Pirates of Caribbean 2 is coming soon this summer (July 2006). I can't wait to watch this movie as I am a fan of Johnny Depp hehehe... In Pirates of Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest, Captain Jack Sparrow finds out that he owes a blood debt to the legendary Davey Jones, Captain of the ghostly Flying Dutchman. Jack Sparrow must find a way of this problem or else be doomed to eternal damnation and servitude in the afterlife. Will Turner and Elizabeth Swann are joined Jack for this adventure.

Myself in 2006

2005 is already left. Now 2006 is just coming in. Hmm I'm wondering what is my new azam or I don't even have any azam for previous years I think. But for sure for this year, I want to be rich. Hehe but I don't know how coz I work makan gaji. So, I guess I just put my goal to collect more money than last year. Today I feel cloudy coz the whether out there is cloudy. Yes, my mood is influenced by whether. Does it sound weird? Hahah. And of course, there are other reasons too that I feel this way. Just let them be...

Sometimes I feel like I don't have objectives or goals in my life. All I can say is that I just go with the flow. The obvious thing that make me thinking most is about my career life. I don't know exactly what I wanna be. Yes now I am in IT line but from the first day I step my feet in my Computer Science course in UTM, I think that I already chose the wrong path. Honestly, I don't like neither love IT. To say that I'm regretting for what I've chose, maybe yes. But there is nothing that I can do to go back to the previous years to change my destiny. Hence, I thankful coz even though I'm not working in what I like, I still can live in happily and comfortable. What I will do for 2006, is work harder and try to love what I'm doing now rather than regretting it.

Happy New Year 2006!!

Because of You

Don't know why, lately I love to hear Kelly Clarkson's songs. Start with Breakaway, Behind These Hazel Eyes and the latest is Because of You. The song is nice and Kelly's singing is superb with her husky voice. This is the lyrics of Because of You. So enjoy.....


~Because of You~ (Kelly Clarkson)

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break, the way you did, you fell so hard
I've learned the hard way to never let it get that far

Because of you I never strayed to far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you I find it hard to find it hard to trust, not only me,
But everyone around me, Because of you, I am afraid

I lose my way, and its not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry, because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh, every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break, when it wasn't even whole to start with

I watched you die, I heard you cry, every night in your sleep.
I was so young, you should have known better than to lean on me.
You never thought of anyone else you just saw your pain.
And now I cry in the middle of the night, doin the same damn thing

Because of you I never strayed to far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything B
ecause of you I don't know how to let anyone else in

Because of you I'm ashamed of my life, because its empty
Because of you, I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

Polis Malaysia vs Wanita China

Recently, kecoh isu wanita warganegara China yang dapat layan buruk dalam lokap. Last-last bila siasat, rupa-rupanya wanita tu bukan wanita China pun sebaliknya warganegara Malaysia yang berbangsa Melayu. Sekarang ni, ramai yang mintak Teresa Kok minta maaf daripada kerajaan Malaysia atas dakwaan dia yang sememangnya nak menjatuhkan nama baik kerajaan Malaysia. Apa agenda tersirat dia di sebalik pendedahan isu ni pon tatau la. Sekarang sape yang malu? Dia jugak. And then dia salahkan orang lain plak. Cuba lah carik isu lain yang lebih mebina. Banyak lagi yang boleh dia bela. Camane dengan kes-kes pendatang asing yang sesuka hati buat negara ni macam negara diorang. Contoh terbaru semasa perlawanan bola remaja kalau aku tak silap Msia vs Myanmar. Pekerja Myanmar yang ada kat Malaysia ni bukan nak tengok elok-elok. Tapi buat hal. Tapi yang ni takde sape pulak yang nak raise. Apa-apa hal pun, kebenaran terbuka jugak. Biar padan muka orang yang pandai-pandai buat citer tu.

Parking oh Parking

Setibanya kat area opis, aku pun parking kereta betul betul depan opis. Tu la sebabnya hari-hari aku datang awal ke opis. Seawal kul 8 aku dah mengadap pc kat opis ni. Kalau aku datang lambat, takde parking la jawabnya. Parking ada, tapi RM3 per entry. Kalau lima hari dah RM15. Kalau sebulan, hmm dah RM60. Kalau gi tempat client, bleh claim gak tapi datang opis takleh claim. So dari aku rugi RM60 sebulan, baik la aku gerak awal ke opis. Jimat la sket. Tapi kalau tak masuk parking kat tempat berbayar tu, bleh la jugak parking tepi jalan ataupun block keta orang. Tapi aku tak suka block keta orang. Nanti susah kat kita balik. Lagi satu, polis plak selalu merayau area sini untuk saman keta. Actually, bukan salah orang-orang kat sini yang suka-suka nak parking camtu. Tapi developer office lot ni tak provide parking secukupnya. Bangunan 6 tingkat, tapi untuk sepanjang lorong, parkingnye bleh dikira dengan jari. Mana lah nak cukup. Harini, kan bleh dikatakan rata-rata orang yang bekerja mampu beli keta. So memang tak patut sangatlah jumlah parking vs kenderaan yang ada. So once aku dah dapat parking yang cun, aku jadik malas nak kuar ke mana-mana bila lunch hour. Sayangkan tempat parking hehehe. Ramai gak yang jeles tengok aku hari-hari parking depan opis. So...sesape yang rasa nak parking depan opis jugak, blehlah datang awal lagi dari aku...kuikuikui

Demo at Exim Bank

Today I'm having an application demo at Exim Bank, Jalan Sultan Ismail. I dun prepare much. A bit here, a bit there. Dont have enough time to configure the system. Hmm... so juz show them whatever I have. Hopefully they dun ask too much. Juz sit and watch.